Lack of awareness, inevitably comes
It's time to look into the eye of the truth
The attack's begun and the war continues
I don't think that I, that I can survive
Don't understand, what have I done?
It doesn't matter I, I'll pick myself up
I will not lose, I have plans for this life
And now it's time for me, for me to fight back

Helplessness, madness, there is nothing there
I can't dream, I can't feel, I can't be, who I want
Weakness, madness, there is nothing here
I can weep, I can bleed, I can't find who I am

So who is guilty? What led me here to this?
Where are my friends now, who has got my back?
My parents shun me, they don't know what to say
My lover loathes me, can't even look at me
Went to the doctor, but he can't help me
Where is your god now? He has forsaken me
I know it's all my fault, my guilt is mine alone
No one can help me, fucking help me!

Helplessness, madness, there is nothing there
I can't dream, I can't feel, I can't be, who I want
Weakness, madness, there is nothing here
I can weep, I can bleed, I can't find who I am

So, I have to go through these stages
The inevitable cannot be avoided
So I am not, not different
The same steps await me

Negation, Anger, Rebellion, Depression
Negation, Anger, Rebellion, Acceptance

Negation, Anger, Rebellion, Depression
Negation, Anger, Rebellion, Acceptance

I swear I'll change, I'll be a better man
Just let me get through this, I'm begging on my knees
I can not leave them all, with so much left to do
This great injustice is much more than I can bear
It's time to reconcile, raise up the white flag
This is not how it is supposed to end for me
I just want to leave, close the door on it all
My parting epilogue, now I can rest in peace

Helplessness, madness, there is nothing there
I can't dream, I can't feel, I can't be, who I want
Weakness, madness, there is nothing here
I can weep, I can bleed, I can't find who I am