Like a beaten dog, I am looking for mercy
Like an orphan searching for a family
Through these torments I've created a hell
Evil drags me in, and I am bound
I can't get up, I can't stand
I can't look up, I don't know how
Survival instinct is dying now
Demand of the end I fall to the ground
Lost all direction, my compass is broken
I'm drowning in the abyss of the ocean
Indifference in the eyes of loved ones
That tells me one thing, I'm losing them all
I can't get up, I can't stand
I can't look up, I don't know how
Survival instinct is dying now
Demand of the end I fall to the ground
Maybe I could fight one last time
Surely, I have the strength inside of me
I can't get up, I can't stand
I can't look up, I don't know how
Survival instinct is dying now
Demand of the end I fall to the ground
I have to get up, I have to stand
Now I have to see what's in front of me
Survival instinct, awake again
The spark of life takes away the pain
So, it's a brand-new life it's somewhere inside me
So, these new forces, they're somewhere hidden inside me
So, that's the solution, I had it hidden inside me
So, my lost compass was buried deep inside me
I have to dig deep and find where I lost my way
Why can't I find the strength? I think I already know
I felt I was blind – I just couldn't see
I thought I was deaf – I just wouldn't listen
I'll find my direction and stick to my goal
I've found some good luck, I'm going to take it with me
All will be well, I won't have to grieve
These wonderful years are right in front of me
I'm finally free and I'm looking ahead
I won't stray from my path now that my coast is clear
I'm changing my life, I've learned from mistakes
I've taken control now there's no turning back
I know who can help me along on the way
My angel is waiting with her arms outstretched
The past disappears, the storm dissipates
A beautiful vision, our lifetime awaits